How does it feels to be a 23 years old college graduate just sitting at his home doing nothing? How does it make his parents feel about him? How does that boy face himself on the mirror everyday without thinking that he is just a useless piece of shit? I go everyday through lot of negative emotions which are almost unbearable. The feeling that I am graduated and I still don’t have any job is something I am really worried about. I am trying a lot to get something worth doing but it’s taking time. I still have hope which is the only driving force within me. Writing helps me a lot so I just thought of sharing it here so that I can feel a little lighter.